Back to Basics.

gah, blogspot has somehow drawn me back into its clutches! there's something about tumblr that makes me hesitate to type up really personal posts. maybe its the looming fact that no one gives a shit about what i'm going through and instead scopes my page for the funny pictures and heart-capturing landscapes.
well well well, another day another adventure. my day started off with a late start! and by late i mean 9.30! during the past week, my mum took time off work to be with her beloved kiddos. and lets just say, shes an early riser. a very early riser. in a paragraph, "mum week" shall be recounted.

on monday was labour day and doesn't count because my dad stayed home as well, therefore lets skip to tuesday. so before i went to tutor, mum drove me to cabramatta to eat, walk and talk. my brother had tutor early in the day, so.. haha. then on wednesday i went to officeworks and liverpool westfields. we headed to the city on thursday with intentions on going to the louis vuitton store at circular quay but then ended up going to; pitt street mall, pepper lunch, kinokuniya and buying a avatar comic book (SCORE!!), world square, darling harbour and then going on the monorail!!!!!!! i had forgotten how bloody scary those things were being so high up and having the possible potential to somewhat be involved in an accident. not to mention how packed they were! i ended up having to sit on my mum's lap and all the little kids who were standing were just staring at me. i was doing my part in saving space! don't blame me for being comfortable just because you guys didn't have the common sense to do so yourself! but yeah, got home at 2-3 and just slept. whenever i go anywhere with my mum, i get heaps tired. she's too hardcore for me :(( and today i went to mccarthur square and then to top ryde afterwards to watch real steel. WHICH WAS EPIC. i completely underestimated it during the first few minutes, thinking that it was going to be a kids' movie. i was overwhelmed with how much it got me hyped up in such a short amount of time. it made boxing turn me on :| or maybe it was just hugh jackman... 8) i remember having a crush on him.. and its slowly resurfacing!! there's just something about him. muscles? meh. i think it's his charm, hehe :) but definitely a movie that you must go to watch!

year 12 is about to start in 2 days and i'm hyped yet at the same time a little bit nervous. i'm gonna give it my all this year. revising every night, the whole shibang *cough* but seriously, i must try to.... no distractions! and my social life will remain as it is! i'm not saying goodbye to it and so should anyone else! you need your social lives to keep yourself from going insane! people say that they're going to fully concentrate on the hsc, but be realistic here, how long is that going to last? a week? a month tops? i'm keeping whatever of a social life i have and will cherish it. because you can't just shut it off and then expect it to be the same after the hsc. in saying that, you need to create a balance! enough philosophical shit here, i'm even starting to bore myself!

there was a party that happened on thursday and it made me wonder how much of life i've been missing :(( dont worry, i'm gonna be the party girl of the century.... after the hsc hehe 8) tbh, the teenage experience is beginning to bore me. everything is so cliched. i want adventure and spontaneity! i used to be very fond of the word serendipity, that luck will find you in the most random scenarios. and i think that that is what makes life worth living. day by day i want things to happen out of spontaneity. i like being suprised more than anything else. which may be perhaps why i never tell people what i want for my birthday and make them come up with things themselves, har har.

Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine

I'm alone, just wasting time

No Friday movie nights

Or romantic candle lights 

I'm just having conversations

With the thoughts in my head

All I hear are angels crying

Oh, won't they just sing instead

Adious Amigos.

Won't be blogging anymore. For those of you who religiously follow my blog *cough* :P , you can still keep up with me at 

http://myambiguouscase.tumblr.com

where a picture contains a thousand words :)

Because of the events that have occurred this week, i find it hard to type out my feelings to a computer, lol. If you want to know whats on my mind, then ask me and i won't hesitate to answer :) unless you're a pedophile OR stranger OR wizard.. cos if you were a wizard, i would've already told you ;) 
Thanks for being with me all throughout 3 years of my life! :O wow.. but yes :) i'm retiring blogspot. i'll still put up these "dear diary" posts on my tumblr from time to time. 


Goodbye for now but not forever,

Kimberley Bui.

Taking a step back.

Ever feel like you're not worth somebody's time? That your importance to them is slowly disintegrating? Well, you've reached your antidote! Your need to be satisfied will come quicker than a wink and a few bucks... if you get what i'm implying ;) .. still no? .. that's cool. 

I'm going to satisfying you btw. 

Hold on tight... 

... Not :(

Another night, another blog post. Season four of The Unit finished downloading last night! And i've already skimmed through half of the season :$ so tempting, but i've stopped with five episodes left to save them for wednesday and thursday when i get to stay home from school because i don't have any exams on. Yay! My first break in.. a week and two days! Finally. I'm currently studying for ancient history.. which has its perks! I get to say words from ancient rome with a seductive voice on. For examples, Basilica,Thermae and Rostra. You don't have to say it, i know you tried saying them seductively too. But yeah, that's going alright. I kind of have this feeling glooming over me questioning if i regret declining my offer to extension history. Deep deep down, i feel like i've made the right decision because only i know my weaknesses and that is that i'm a lazy bum hole who finds it hard to work on a major essay week after week. I lose interest easily, i'm that type of person unfortunately. I remember getting my wii and on the first three nights it was intense gaming.. of mario kart and tetris. LIKE YEAH! Then during the fourth night, i slowly drifted away. My brother held on for longer though, but he only lasted a week. I guess it runs in the family then. But yeah, i know it doesn't only happen to me so you guys can relate :)

So today i stayed home, like a normal superhero would. C'mon, its a sunday! Even superheroes need their breaks! There was a period of three hours where i was left at home alone and due to a recent incident which occurred to a friend of mine, i started to get really paranoid and agitated at every sound the house was making. It was as if my house was playing me, like a puppet, on strings! Gaaaah, so i swept the house for any intruders. For those of you who didn't understand me there, sweep is army/spy/the unit terminology for "checked". I locked all my doors, the metal fly screen door and the wooden one with the big locks, yeah. And went back into my room and sat there, watching the unit. Which is probably why i'm beginning to touch on the stress for my upcoming exams LOL dont worry, i'll definitely get off at 6 and fully tabouhli study til bed time. Or 6.30..

Twilight is on tonight! I'd watch it and embrace my fanship of the saga but i unfortunately have to study. Sigh. Once i get maths done, it'll be a relief. But then i've got my chemistry practical.. Hope it doesn't suck. Like physics did :(

Toodle-oo!

Blog title: Yeah, so i know you need time to focus on school and i can't hold you accountable for every feeling that you're stirring up in me. So i'll just step back and see how it goes. For better or for worse.

Give me your secrets, Bring me a sign.

I absolutely love The Unit. I'm currently waiting for season four to finish downloading.. which could take forever unfortunately :( BUT IT'LL BE WORTH IT. I love Jonas Blane and his confidence and experience. I love Bob Brown for his loving and rookie heart, and also his enthusiasm to the job. I love Mack Gerhardt for being strong and trying to not give Tiffy what she deserves (i would've totally went ballistic! but he didnt!) and I love Charles Grey for all-roundedness and thinking skills for any situation he is faced with.


The Unit is the best show, ever. I think the reason why i like it so much is that its a break from all the other tv shows that i watch that are just so... dramatic. There's no teenage/puppy love. No jealousy in every single episode. And it's interesting! I remember being really into it in year 9-10. Then i sort of zoned out of it, but now i'm back! Taking on season four now because that was where i left off. The Unit tells me that not every girl is into soppy love stories and dramas. 


I remember watching the first episode of season four with my mum. It was so awkward watching them shoot people with my mum in the room. When i looked over to see her reaction, she was just calmly continuing on with her knitting, but i knew she was thinking "So THIS is what my daughter watches? what in the..." LOLOL. At least she knows that i'm not too dependent on the theme of love. But don't get me wrong! These guys have wives that they love very much! The Unit is also about love! Just not, teenage love. Adult love! :D But not like adult-true-blood love, hahahahaha! Speaking of which....................


True Blood.. I'm confused about how i genuinely feel about the show nowadays. I like it because of the whole Eric+Sookie thing going on. Yet, i'm disliking it because its getting so bullshitted. Like... Lafayette is a medium!? and and the whole side story with the werewolves.... Not what i signed up for! Unless you're Jacob Black, and you're a werewolf in the twilight saga, not interested! Heck, i'm not even giving Teen Wolf a go at wooing me. I'm sorry Teen Wolf lovers, just not my thang. I'm not gonna change. True Blood is reserved for vampires & Sookie :3 And I'm also disliking it because Bill is being a bitch. Sigh. I thought what they had was true, ever since season 1. Guess not. Oh my, i even remember having a thing for Bill, writing my first name with his last name; Kimberley Compton. And then comparing it to Kimberley Cullen and asking people which sounded better HAHAHAA. Oh boy.

Studying for Chemistry.