Taking a step back.

Ever feel like you're not worth somebody's time? That your importance to them is slowly disintegrating? Well, you've reached your antidote! Your need to be satisfied will come quicker than a wink and a few bucks... if you get what i'm implying ;) .. still no? .. that's cool. 

I'm going to satisfying you btw. 

Hold on tight... 

... Not :(

Another night, another blog post. Season four of The Unit finished downloading last night! And i've already skimmed through half of the season :$ so tempting, but i've stopped with five episodes left to save them for wednesday and thursday when i get to stay home from school because i don't have any exams on. Yay! My first break in.. a week and two days! Finally. I'm currently studying for ancient history.. which has its perks! I get to say words from ancient rome with a seductive voice on. For examples, Basilica,Thermae and Rostra. You don't have to say it, i know you tried saying them seductively too. But yeah, that's going alright. I kind of have this feeling glooming over me questioning if i regret declining my offer to extension history. Deep deep down, i feel like i've made the right decision because only i know my weaknesses and that is that i'm a lazy bum hole who finds it hard to work on a major essay week after week. I lose interest easily, i'm that type of person unfortunately. I remember getting my wii and on the first three nights it was intense gaming.. of mario kart and tetris. LIKE YEAH! Then during the fourth night, i slowly drifted away. My brother held on for longer though, but he only lasted a week. I guess it runs in the family then. But yeah, i know it doesn't only happen to me so you guys can relate :)

So today i stayed home, like a normal superhero would. C'mon, its a sunday! Even superheroes need their breaks! There was a period of three hours where i was left at home alone and due to a recent incident which occurred to a friend of mine, i started to get really paranoid and agitated at every sound the house was making. It was as if my house was playing me, like a puppet, on strings! Gaaaah, so i swept the house for any intruders. For those of you who didn't understand me there, sweep is army/spy/the unit terminology for "checked". I locked all my doors, the metal fly screen door and the wooden one with the big locks, yeah. And went back into my room and sat there, watching the unit. Which is probably why i'm beginning to touch on the stress for my upcoming exams LOL dont worry, i'll definitely get off at 6 and fully tabouhli study til bed time. Or 6.30..

Twilight is on tonight! I'd watch it and embrace my fanship of the saga but i unfortunately have to study. Sigh. Once i get maths done, it'll be a relief. But then i've got my chemistry practical.. Hope it doesn't suck. Like physics did :(

Toodle-oo!

Blog title: Yeah, so i know you need time to focus on school and i can't hold you accountable for every feeling that you're stirring up in me. So i'll just step back and see how it goes. For better or for worse.